I took a walk down that beautiful but sometimes tear-jerking path we call memory lane TWICE today. I played the piano for our high school graduation this evening and couldn't help but think back to the time when I stood on a similar platform amongst my peers and turned the proverbial page to the next chapter in my life. Only thinking about how excited I was to be done with school, I didn't realize how precious the memories I was making at that moment would be to me years down the road. Graduating and leaving home was leaving one life behind and entering a completely new one where there would be no turning back time. It's a vapor, this life and there is only one chance at any given moment to make a memory. I'm glad I have a whole host of amazing ones to look back on and laugh, or sometimes cry, over.
Trip two down memory lane was a short but sweet one. I was talking on the phone to my mom tonight. We talked about everything and nothing. Somewhere in between, we talked about Grandma. The worries and emotions that always accompany having a loved one who is getting up in years seemed to weigh heavily on Mom's heart tonight. Immediately, I thought of last summer. Grandma was able to make one last trip out to Washington for Mom's birthday. We had a wonderful time just Grandma, Mom, and me going to Mt. St. Helens. Grandma bought me a little Mt. St. Helens Eruption flip book that I still have. I love it! We took all kinds of pictures....including about a dozen where the camera was set on video instead of snapshot, so each video is about 5 seconds of us just staring at the camera smiling. I'm laughing and crying just thinking of it now!! I'm so glad thankful for those precious memories. I don't know how many more I'll be able to make with my Grandma, but those I will never forget.
We do not remember days; we remember moments.
~Cesare Pavese, The Burning Brand
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